Some of my make up collection!

So i wanted to share with you a part of my make up collection. Like fashion , make up dont have rules. But girls please : make sure that your foundation just like your complection.
I love gloss and lipstick but i really really do love Eyeshadows. On the picture you can see one of the must have " the" Naked palette by Urban Decay, some of my favorite Kiko single eyeshadow, my NYX lipstick, my Kiko and ELF lipglosses, my bronzer powder ( my must have ) , my blushes. I didnt show you my brushes collection but i will do a post about it soon.

Old school

Just a quick post to show you one of favorite pictures. Like always I am trying to do some nice make up and play with some eye shadows. I am gonna do pretty soon a post about my make up collection ( well a part of it ). If you don't know how to do your make up ir looking for some swatches you can found a lot of info on youtube.
So for this make up i use :
FACE :

- Kiko foundation
- Kiko councealer
- Kiko bronzer powder
- Kiko blush Coral

EYE :

- Kiko eyeshadow base
- Kiko green turquoise eyeshadow
- 120 palettes light blue eyeshadow
- 120 palettes black

LIPS :

- Lipstick Gemey Maybelline #18 Corail Tendre
- Lipgloss Stila it gloss lip shimmer # 05 Inviting

So hope that you like it! Enjoy
Pumpkin

I am a bad girl! Sorry people!

Sorry everyone i have been a bad girl this week. Almost a week that i didnt write everything on the blogg. But i have to take care on some important stuff. Another week almost done and my baby will be home soon soon. The last days, weeks so difficult because you know that he will be home soon so i want time go fast. I miss him so much and i always ask myself how it can be possible to love somebody so much. He is the man that every women wants. He is the best and he is wonderfull. I dont need nothing else except him. I can not wait to jump on him. We love each other so much. We understand each other, protect our relationship, laught all time, be serious to, we love the same thing. I always say that he is my everything and it is true. He is my life.
Baby i can not wait to be in your arms. I know that you will be home soon.
I love you
Lovebug

Just a lovely thought ! !!!!

I know that life is not easy and sometimes i wish that you can be here with me just closed to me. I can remember each day since we are together. Every day that I spend far away from you just killing me slowly by slowly. We are so close. I can talk to you about anything, we mad almost in the same time, we laugh in the same time, we think about each other in the same time. I am doing my best to support you. You do support me a lot since daddy past away and you know how much I miss him. You are my life. I am so scared sometimes to loose you but I pray god everyday.
I am so proud of you and like you know I am tired of this deployment but when I decided to be with you I sign to the army to I have to be strong even if for the last few days I just don't feel like it. Actually I'm listening to our song and i am thinking about you. I love you with everything I can have. I will always be here for you baby no matter what can happen in our life. You are the only one and my everything. I thank god that He send me someone like you. You will be home soon but time going so slow. The end of this deployment so hard. Harder than the months that I spend alone. Too much. But now I spend my time to organize your homecoming and do the best surprises ever and just look at you into your eyes and just say : I Love You

I love you King
Pumpkin a.k.a Lovebug

Some days in my island !!!!!

Sometimes I close my eyes and I think about my island. The weather, the food, the drinks, the beach, thesand, beautyfull landscapes. I spend so many good times in my island with my parents and I have some beautyfull souvenirs and I still remember some moment that I spend with my grandmother and grandfather. I got the chance to be in a educated family and I remember when Grandpa use to teach me how to clean a fish, teaching me their names, my granny teaching me how to do some local ice cream, my dad making homemade coffee. I can not wait to spend some times there with my King and show him whats my island look like. 

Let's go for 8 to 9 hours flight.

After so many hours can finally see my island Yeeaaahhhh!!!!!

One of my favorite beach so nice and quiet

Yummy Yummy

Cocktail it's to hot to drink a lot : One it's a way enought

Need some tan before i go back in the cold.

When Fashion come into your life !!!!!

 Ok! Ok! Shame on me, I didn't write anything for the last few days but I have so many things to worry so today I decided to give you all a Gift : A post about my obsession with The Fashion World. So let's go.I always wanted to be on top of fashion but but ........ Do you think that you absolutely need to buy expensive things to be Fashion???? Everybody got is own definition of fashion and mine is : Be who you are, Dont try to be somebody else, No rules in Fashion. I love to buy online but sometimes i spend hours and hours and don't found anything except ideas. Most of my clothes are from : Web site, Stores, Vintage Stores, Second Hand, Market.

Vintage Fall dress 

Handbag XXL

Knee Boots

Vintage Earrings 

Black Dress

Blazer

Heels 

Black Panty hose

Vintage Cherry Shirt

Flare Jean

Handbag XXL

Vintage Earrings

Three looks that i found in my Pics Library. You all can see that most of my clothes are easy to match, basics. 

Always need in your dresser a black dress, a black blazer, a black heels, a XXL handbag, and a pair of jeans then mixed it up with the rest of your wardrobe : white teeshirt, sneackers, other blazers, other handbag. Like i say there is no rules in Fashion.

Pumpkin

Just some more weeks to go.........

Omg!!!!! I can't realized that my King will be home really soon. I am kind of scared. I still have so many things to do. I can't wait and i feel like times going so slow. I love my Hero he is the best man ever. The man that every women want to have. He is so precious. I finally found my wedding dress today and I am pretty happy about it. She is just the way i want her to be. I probably gonna add some crystal swarosky on it to make her shine. Still need to found the right shoes, a fourrure and a little princess crown. My baby finally don't want to wear his military suit so we need to buy his shoes and some italian shoes to. Already got a headache LOL
I love him so much with all my heart. He is my world. I am proud to be an army fiancee, to support him. I am proud for everything he do in my life, in his career, for us and our family. I call him King cause he deserve to be called a King. He fight for our freedom.
I will support him for the rest of our life. I will be here for him no matter what can happen. People : Love is the best feeling in this world. Don't think that you gonna stay single for ever. Your soulmate is somewhere in this world. Everybody deserve to be in love. The only thing that you have to do it's believe in love.
Me and my baby never thought that we will found each other and finally he is here.

Don't ask me why but i feel so sad!!!

I never thought that it was gonna be so hard to be with a soldier. Even if I am proud of him everyday I realize how important I am gonna be in his life, in his career. But I am sad because I feel like I am loosing him in some way. Specially when he is stressed out because of his job and he put all his stress on me. I try to be the best support for him. I try to make him happy, and proud of me. But everyweek it's something wrong. I am tired inside. Tired to be in the second place. I thought that we will getting closer but sometimes he act like he want me to stop our relationship. I know that the only one person that I want to be with  It's him. I never love somebody like him never. I been true so much because of our relationship. I don't want to loose him. I want him in my life. I feel sometimes that he want to stop but because he don't want to hurt me he is acting bad with me. Everything he ask me to do I just do it without asking me any questions. Everything he need I just give it to him. I forget myself totally and put him in a first place in my life. I give my entire life to him. Did he realize how much it is hard for me to be in this situation? Did he realize that my life completely change because of him? I love him so much and I can die for him. He broke my heart when he have some bad words to tell me : Like he just have to trust, how he know and all of that. How can he just have this in his mind ? I feel that even if  I do everything for him, and take good care of him, support him in his career and be a good housewife, It will never be enought. I love him to death but I can not take everything on me and just take it. I am so sad really. And the only thing that I want it's be with him. But he have to understand where I am coming from. Everything that I have to do to be with him. I will never leave him. I knew that be with a soldier will be hard emotionaly. I want him to understand that he can not do that to me all the time and ask me to understand. Just because I am a person, I am a human and It is not right to just put all your stress on people and make them feel like nothing, make them feel like it's their fault. Please Lord give me my Love back. Give me the one who love me and put me first in his life.
Please Baby come back to me.
Pumpkin.

Happy birthday to us !!!!!

Yeahhhh I know some of you may be say : Againnnnnn !!! But we do celebrate each month that we spend together. Just to thanks god for all the joy and happiness that we have, for all the love that we share. We have been blessed and we know that. I miss him so much and I know that he will be home soon. I will be in his arms. We can not wait to celebrate our wedding even if we already feel like husband and wife. He is the most wonderfull man in this world. He is so strong. I am proud to be his future wife. I am proud for the choice he made as a man to fight for his country. I will support him even if I know thats it is gonna be hard. In 6 years he is been deployed 3 times and when i count how many months he spend away from home it's almost 3 years. But like I always say :  When we start our relationship, before he put himself into it, he explain to me everything about the army life and ask me if i would be able to live that and support him. I took my responsability and I say yes. So I have to be strong for him and be here for him no matter what happen.
He is the best man ever and always support me. He always have the good words to make me feel better. My baby is a spoiled baby and i love that. So cute.
Thank you baby to be such a good man, my bestfriend, my dude, my head, my heart, my world. Thank you for everyday that we spend together. Thank you baby to protect me so much. Thank you baby to make me laught when I need to. Thank you baby for the love that you have for me. Thank you to be in my life.
I love you babyboy, I love you King. Happy Birthaday.
Pumpkin.

We are under the 150 days and on our 21 weeks to got !!!!!

Yeah we made it under the 150 days to go. Time going so so fast. I have so many things to take care of, it's like crazy. I can not wait until my baby home. I can not wait to be at the airport and wait for him. I am so proud of him. so proud of his choice to fight for his country. He is just the best man ever.
Well this week we got our mariage approuved by his mom so now we are really into organisation, paperwork and more. I have to make sure that he don't need anything when he get home,  the only thing he have to take care about it's me and only me. Being sellfish again sorry people. Everyday when i open my eyes i just thanks god and pray to keep my baby safe. It is hard for me sometimes and i can not wait to have my baby on the phone and talk to him about my feelings. Cause it is not easy at all to live a first deployment by yourself without having a family support. My girlfriend Cledie and her husband Than support me a lot but it is not the same as know somebody who is in the same situation as you, who know the Us Army, who have been trought deployments. So i have to deal with it by myself and wait to have my baby on the skype or on the phone and talk to him. I can not wait to be at the homecoming and for the best word in the world : DISMISSED. Oh my god this word is the best word ever. So yes another week done another one start. I know that we will make it.
Pumpkin.

Ok as I wait for my Queen, I guess I'll write A Blogg

Hello, well I have a few things I want to say. At this Present time Its 2:52pm Sept 2 2011. I'm waiting for my pumpkin to finish putting a perm in her hair, and get on Skpy, so I can see her. She is going to be so beautiful I know for sure. I think I have the best woman for me. I mean, she makes me so happy. She does all i ask from her. Shes hot, smart, loving, , cool, funny, and silly. Yesterday she was at the house, being funny, making me laugh. We all was laughing and it was a great time, my baby had tears in her eyes. It was just one of those moments when your with close ones and all of you understand each other and you just be yourself. That's how me and my woman is. Nothing fake. And the thing about is we love each other for who we really are. There is no phoniness going on. I know I may be going from one subject to another but Hey, I'm just writing whats in my heart and what I m thinking of now.Straight raw, I guess. And yes I'm still waiting for my Pumpkin to be ready. BABY HURRY UP I WANT TO SEE YOU! What else, well we cant wait to get married. For her to by my wife. She already feel like she is. It feels like she is for me also. I'm ready to hold her and for her to be in my arms. Soon when I get back we will be doing you tube videos. On what, well a bunch of different subjects,We will share our story, we will give encouragement for couples that may be in a long distant relationship. I will give relationship advice for men, my baby will give make up tips for the ladies. Its going to be so much, we want to help people achieve great things and be positive, but yet real and honest. Its going to be fun, and Will be up and running soon. We want to have followers and build something out off this. Well enough about that. OH my lady just sent a message on yahoo saying she almost ready.Yeahhhh! Well I guess ill cut this short. To Joelle Baby as I wait for you I want you to know I love you with all my heart. You mean so much to me and I'm so Proud to have you in my kingdom. To be my wife. my wife. My queen. Oh speaking of that your on skpy now got to go.

She spoils me I have to make it up

Its a wonderful feeling having a woman that understands you so perfectly.I never won the big lottery,I never found a 100 bucks but I do feel like I'm the luckiest guy in the world. My fiancee is my best friend. She makes me laugh, she listens to me. She understands me.  And wow! do she spoil me. I mean anything I want she will get for me. She always send me a nice message. It get care packages from her. I get letters from her. She shows me love. She call me her King which I love. I mean I just love her for what she do. And also I'm into clothes. I want to go out and look nice. I love outfits, shoes, smelling good. Shes a perfect match for me. She likes to do the same thing. Nails, hair, clothes she loves it. We both have Converse All stars which I think is cool. We both like alot of attention which I think is cool. The only time we argue is when one of us want attention. Its like we are the exact same but different also. She understands I'm the head of the household. She respects that I'm her man and she knows what I say is whats going to happen. She knows I love her and all ways is willing to listen to her. We trust each others opoin. My mom  love likes her which is really makes me happy. If she did not like her I would care but I would always stay with my pumpkin. I wish anybody this happiness i experience with my love Joelle. She is my everything. My wify. Sometimes I feel bad that  I can't do all the things I want to do for her. But I know soon I will be able to show her How a man should treat his queen. I only can do so much now and she understands that. Like I say we are just meant to be  together. Nobody else. I love you Joelle Carter. I miss you dearly and cant wait until your in my arms.