So in love !!!!

I am so in love with my baby. He is so wonderfull. I can't wait for him to be home. All i have to do is be  supportive to him. But sometimes it is so hard for me when i am alone at home and waiting. Sometimes yes i do cry just because i am full inside and then i feel a lot better.
He is my entire world. Before my dad passed away he told me that he will send me someone, a real one, and somebody who will love me just like him, even more. And guess what??? Here is Darnell coming into my life. Sun start shining again, no more tears, no more pain. He bring me back to life. He is the one who understand me, who listen to me when i feel sad, who is here for me. He is the one who always say that i am the best. I knew since we are together that be with a soldier it is not easy at all but i love him so much that finally i almost forget myself because the only thing that i think of it's him.
I can not wait to go get him at the airport and jump into his arms. Cook a nice diner, a Hot bath with a glass of wine and let him chill. He is my bestfriend the one i can talk to about anything, he is my dude, he is the best fiancé always make me smile even if i am sad.
So yes i am totally in love with my baby. He is my everything. Thank you to be here, to be mine. I love you with all my heart.
Thank you to my dad who send me the most wonderfull man in this world. I will always love you daddy. I miss you so much. I wish you to be here to see how much we love each other, to see how much i am happy. Thank you to my baby to be here for me.
To the only men in my life Daddy and Darnell : I love you.