I just.....

My baby will be home in some months but i just cant stop crying today. I talk to him right after i wake up this morning, saw him on the web cam and also talk to him and i do keep my tears for me. I really feel that without him i am totally lost. Really feel that without him i am nothing. But i have my head up and i am so proud to be his future wife. I am so proud to be the one that he choose to be in his life. Nobody can stop us to love each other and i know that he will protect me from the others. After we stop cam, i just cry and cry until i sleep. When i wake up i just realize that i cry but i am still alone at home so finally why all those tears for? Why do i cry when i know that my king not gonna come home tomorrow? so i decided to stop crying and be strong not just for my king but also for me. Because i know that it is not gonna be his only one deployment. I knew at the beginning that be an armywife ( almost ) isn't easy at all ( my baby told me everything i need to know when we start our relationship because he want to make sure that i could handle it !!! ) like my baby say it's ok to cry but i decide to stand up and be strong. I decided to support him and make him happy everyday of his life. I can not stop saying that my baby is my dude, my bestfriend, my love, my king, my body, my entire life, my soulmate. I just can't stop saying how much i love him. And i will never stop because it is important to say i love you to the one you love.

I never gonna forget the first time that you told me : "I love you" i will remember this day for ever. I am proud of you, you are the best "futur" hubby ever. I do not need anything else but I just can say something pandabear : I love You!!!!!