A letter to the love of my life,

Since we are together you completly change my life. You are my sun. I never thought that daddy will send you to me so fast. I do believe that dad and god send you to me. Before we met, my life was just sad, black, no joy, no happiness. It was just me with my pain and nothing else. When you came into my life i realize that you was the one i was waiting for so long, you was the one i wanted to be with. I am proud that you choose me as a fiance almost wife, i am proud to be the one who make you realized that love do exist. I remember when you ask me if i will be able to be with you and "the army". I just say yes even if i didn't really know what to expect. You talk to me, explain to me, i got interest into the army, found a lot of answers and because of my love for you i never been scared about the army life. I never thought that this deployment will be that hard. Never thought that we will have to be front of differents emotions. Sad to happy, Scared to Relax, Stress to Funny, Mad to Cool. I just want to support you and i don't even care about me just you. I want to be perfect for you. I want you to be proud of me. I want to be the sunshine of your life.
I can't wait to wake up into your arms, you holding me. I can not wait to be with you for ever and ever. I want to spend the rest of my life with you and with nobody else. Like i always told you this deployment it's our test and we will make it baby. Don't try to rush anything. Everything happen for a reason and come on time. Just take the couple of month to live your last months as a single man!!!!Just take this time to do our life plan ( because im not gonna do it baby!!! you know that it is not my job ).
I love you, you are my life baby. Even if sometimes you hurting me i still love you even more. Yes i am scared of bad news, i am scared of if you eat, of if you sick or something but i do trust that the army take of you and i do believe that you are the best and gonna do a great career. I believe in you.
I love you for ever and i will never leave you. You will be home soon and jsut be ready for me to jump into your arms.
Love you
Pumpkin