Some of my make up collection!

So i wanted to share with you a part of my make up collection. Like fashion , make up dont have rules. But girls please : make sure that your foundation just like your complection.
I love gloss and lipstick but i really really do love Eyeshadows. On the picture you can see one of the must have " the" Naked palette by Urban Decay, some of my favorite Kiko single eyeshadow, my NYX lipstick, my Kiko and ELF lipglosses, my bronzer powder ( my must have ) , my blushes. I didnt show you my brushes collection but i will do a post about it soon.

Old school

Just a quick post to show you one of favorite pictures. Like always I am trying to do some nice make up and play with some eye shadows. I am gonna do pretty soon a post about my make up collection ( well a part of it ). If you don't know how to do your make up ir looking for some swatches you can found a lot of info on youtube.
So for this make up i use :
FACE :

- Kiko foundation
- Kiko councealer
- Kiko bronzer powder
- Kiko blush Coral

EYE :

- Kiko eyeshadow base
- Kiko green turquoise eyeshadow
- 120 palettes light blue eyeshadow
- 120 palettes black

LIPS :

- Lipstick Gemey Maybelline #18 Corail Tendre
- Lipgloss Stila it gloss lip shimmer # 05 Inviting

So hope that you like it! Enjoy
Pumpkin

I am a bad girl! Sorry people!

Sorry everyone i have been a bad girl this week. Almost a week that i didnt write everything on the blogg. But i have to take care on some important stuff. Another week almost done and my baby will be home soon soon. The last days, weeks so difficult because you know that he will be home soon so i want time go fast. I miss him so much and i always ask myself how it can be possible to love somebody so much. He is the man that every women wants. He is the best and he is wonderfull. I dont need nothing else except him. I can not wait to jump on him. We love each other so much. We understand each other, protect our relationship, laught all time, be serious to, we love the same thing. I always say that he is my everything and it is true. He is my life.
Baby i can not wait to be in your arms. I know that you will be home soon.
I love you
Lovebug

Just a lovely thought ! !!!!

I know that life is not easy and sometimes i wish that you can be here with me just closed to me. I can remember each day since we are together. Every day that I spend far away from you just killing me slowly by slowly. We are so close. I can talk to you about anything, we mad almost in the same time, we laugh in the same time, we think about each other in the same time. I am doing my best to support you. You do support me a lot since daddy past away and you know how much I miss him. You are my life. I am so scared sometimes to loose you but I pray god everyday.
I am so proud of you and like you know I am tired of this deployment but when I decided to be with you I sign to the army to I have to be strong even if for the last few days I just don't feel like it. Actually I'm listening to our song and i am thinking about you. I love you with everything I can have. I will always be here for you baby no matter what can happen in our life. You are the only one and my everything. I thank god that He send me someone like you. You will be home soon but time going so slow. The end of this deployment so hard. Harder than the months that I spend alone. Too much. But now I spend my time to organize your homecoming and do the best surprises ever and just look at you into your eyes and just say : I Love You

I love you King
Pumpkin a.k.a Lovebug

Some days in my island !!!!!

Sometimes I close my eyes and I think about my island. The weather, the food, the drinks, the beach, thesand, beautyfull landscapes. I spend so many good times in my island with my parents and I have some beautyfull souvenirs and I still remember some moment that I spend with my grandmother and grandfather. I got the chance to be in a educated family and I remember when Grandpa use to teach me how to clean a fish, teaching me their names, my granny teaching me how to do some local ice cream, my dad making homemade coffee. I can not wait to spend some times there with my King and show him whats my island look like. 

Let's go for 8 to 9 hours flight.

After so many hours can finally see my island Yeeaaahhhh!!!!!

One of my favorite beach so nice and quiet

Yummy Yummy

Cocktail it's to hot to drink a lot : One it's a way enought

Need some tan before i go back in the cold.

When Fashion come into your life !!!!!

 Ok! Ok! Shame on me, I didn't write anything for the last few days but I have so many things to worry so today I decided to give you all a Gift : A post about my obsession with The Fashion World. So let's go.I always wanted to be on top of fashion but but ........ Do you think that you absolutely need to buy expensive things to be Fashion???? Everybody got is own definition of fashion and mine is : Be who you are, Dont try to be somebody else, No rules in Fashion. I love to buy online but sometimes i spend hours and hours and don't found anything except ideas. Most of my clothes are from : Web site, Stores, Vintage Stores, Second Hand, Market.

Vintage Fall dress 

Handbag XXL

Knee Boots

Vintage Earrings 

Black Dress

Blazer

Heels 

Black Panty hose

Vintage Cherry Shirt

Flare Jean

Handbag XXL

Vintage Earrings

Three looks that i found in my Pics Library. You all can see that most of my clothes are easy to match, basics. 

Always need in your dresser a black dress, a black blazer, a black heels, a XXL handbag, and a pair of jeans then mixed it up with the rest of your wardrobe : white teeshirt, sneackers, other blazers, other handbag. Like i say there is no rules in Fashion.

Pumpkin

Just some more weeks to go.........

Omg!!!!! I can't realized that my King will be home really soon. I am kind of scared. I still have so many things to do. I can't wait and i feel like times going so slow. I love my Hero he is the best man ever. The man that every women want to have. He is so precious. I finally found my wedding dress today and I am pretty happy about it. She is just the way i want her to be. I probably gonna add some crystal swarosky on it to make her shine. Still need to found the right shoes, a fourrure and a little princess crown. My baby finally don't want to wear his military suit so we need to buy his shoes and some italian shoes to. Already got a headache LOL
I love him so much with all my heart. He is my world. I am proud to be an army fiancee, to support him. I am proud for everything he do in my life, in his career, for us and our family. I call him King cause he deserve to be called a King. He fight for our freedom.
I will support him for the rest of our life. I will be here for him no matter what can happen. People : Love is the best feeling in this world. Don't think that you gonna stay single for ever. Your soulmate is somewhere in this world. Everybody deserve to be in love. The only thing that you have to do it's believe in love.
Me and my baby never thought that we will found each other and finally he is here.

Don't ask me why but i feel so sad!!!

I never thought that it was gonna be so hard to be with a soldier. Even if I am proud of him everyday I realize how important I am gonna be in his life, in his career. But I am sad because I feel like I am loosing him in some way. Specially when he is stressed out because of his job and he put all his stress on me. I try to be the best support for him. I try to make him happy, and proud of me. But everyweek it's something wrong. I am tired inside. Tired to be in the second place. I thought that we will getting closer but sometimes he act like he want me to stop our relationship. I know that the only one person that I want to be with  It's him. I never love somebody like him never. I been true so much because of our relationship. I don't want to loose him. I want him in my life. I feel sometimes that he want to stop but because he don't want to hurt me he is acting bad with me. Everything he ask me to do I just do it without asking me any questions. Everything he need I just give it to him. I forget myself totally and put him in a first place in my life. I give my entire life to him. Did he realize how much it is hard for me to be in this situation? Did he realize that my life completely change because of him? I love him so much and I can die for him. He broke my heart when he have some bad words to tell me : Like he just have to trust, how he know and all of that. How can he just have this in his mind ? I feel that even if  I do everything for him, and take good care of him, support him in his career and be a good housewife, It will never be enought. I love him to death but I can not take everything on me and just take it. I am so sad really. And the only thing that I want it's be with him. But he have to understand where I am coming from. Everything that I have to do to be with him. I will never leave him. I knew that be with a soldier will be hard emotionaly. I want him to understand that he can not do that to me all the time and ask me to understand. Just because I am a person, I am a human and It is not right to just put all your stress on people and make them feel like nothing, make them feel like it's their fault. Please Lord give me my Love back. Give me the one who love me and put me first in his life.
Please Baby come back to me.
Pumpkin.

Happy birthday to us !!!!!

Yeahhhh I know some of you may be say : Againnnnnn !!! But we do celebrate each month that we spend together. Just to thanks god for all the joy and happiness that we have, for all the love that we share. We have been blessed and we know that. I miss him so much and I know that he will be home soon. I will be in his arms. We can not wait to celebrate our wedding even if we already feel like husband and wife. He is the most wonderfull man in this world. He is so strong. I am proud to be his future wife. I am proud for the choice he made as a man to fight for his country. I will support him even if I know thats it is gonna be hard. In 6 years he is been deployed 3 times and when i count how many months he spend away from home it's almost 3 years. But like I always say :  When we start our relationship, before he put himself into it, he explain to me everything about the army life and ask me if i would be able to live that and support him. I took my responsability and I say yes. So I have to be strong for him and be here for him no matter what happen.
He is the best man ever and always support me. He always have the good words to make me feel better. My baby is a spoiled baby and i love that. So cute.
Thank you baby to be such a good man, my bestfriend, my dude, my head, my heart, my world. Thank you for everyday that we spend together. Thank you baby to protect me so much. Thank you baby to make me laught when I need to. Thank you baby for the love that you have for me. Thank you to be in my life.
I love you babyboy, I love you King. Happy Birthaday.
Pumpkin.

We are under the 150 days and on our 21 weeks to got !!!!!

Yeah we made it under the 150 days to go. Time going so so fast. I have so many things to take care of, it's like crazy. I can not wait until my baby home. I can not wait to be at the airport and wait for him. I am so proud of him. so proud of his choice to fight for his country. He is just the best man ever.
Well this week we got our mariage approuved by his mom so now we are really into organisation, paperwork and more. I have to make sure that he don't need anything when he get home,  the only thing he have to take care about it's me and only me. Being sellfish again sorry people. Everyday when i open my eyes i just thanks god and pray to keep my baby safe. It is hard for me sometimes and i can not wait to have my baby on the phone and talk to him about my feelings. Cause it is not easy at all to live a first deployment by yourself without having a family support. My girlfriend Cledie and her husband Than support me a lot but it is not the same as know somebody who is in the same situation as you, who know the Us Army, who have been trought deployments. So i have to deal with it by myself and wait to have my baby on the skype or on the phone and talk to him. I can not wait to be at the homecoming and for the best word in the world : DISMISSED. Oh my god this word is the best word ever. So yes another week done another one start. I know that we will make it.
Pumpkin.

Ok as I wait for my Queen, I guess I'll write A Blogg

Hello, well I have a few things I want to say. At this Present time Its 2:52pm Sept 2 2011. I'm waiting for my pumpkin to finish putting a perm in her hair, and get on Skpy, so I can see her. She is going to be so beautiful I know for sure. I think I have the best woman for me. I mean, she makes me so happy. She does all i ask from her. Shes hot, smart, loving, , cool, funny, and silly. Yesterday she was at the house, being funny, making me laugh. We all was laughing and it was a great time, my baby had tears in her eyes. It was just one of those moments when your with close ones and all of you understand each other and you just be yourself. That's how me and my woman is. Nothing fake. And the thing about is we love each other for who we really are. There is no phoniness going on. I know I may be going from one subject to another but Hey, I'm just writing whats in my heart and what I m thinking of now.Straight raw, I guess. And yes I'm still waiting for my Pumpkin to be ready. BABY HURRY UP I WANT TO SEE YOU! What else, well we cant wait to get married. For her to by my wife. She already feel like she is. It feels like she is for me also. I'm ready to hold her and for her to be in my arms. Soon when I get back we will be doing you tube videos. On what, well a bunch of different subjects,We will share our story, we will give encouragement for couples that may be in a long distant relationship. I will give relationship advice for men, my baby will give make up tips for the ladies. Its going to be so much, we want to help people achieve great things and be positive, but yet real and honest. Its going to be fun, and Will be up and running soon. We want to have followers and build something out off this. Well enough about that. OH my lady just sent a message on yahoo saying she almost ready.Yeahhhh! Well I guess ill cut this short. To Joelle Baby as I wait for you I want you to know I love you with all my heart. You mean so much to me and I'm so Proud to have you in my kingdom. To be my wife. my wife. My queen. Oh speaking of that your on skpy now got to go.

She spoils me I have to make it up

Its a wonderful feeling having a woman that understands you so perfectly.I never won the big lottery,I never found a 100 bucks but I do feel like I'm the luckiest guy in the world. My fiancee is my best friend. She makes me laugh, she listens to me. She understands me.  And wow! do she spoil me. I mean anything I want she will get for me. She always send me a nice message. It get care packages from her. I get letters from her. She shows me love. She call me her King which I love. I mean I just love her for what she do. And also I'm into clothes. I want to go out and look nice. I love outfits, shoes, smelling good. Shes a perfect match for me. She likes to do the same thing. Nails, hair, clothes she loves it. We both have Converse All stars which I think is cool. We both like alot of attention which I think is cool. The only time we argue is when one of us want attention. Its like we are the exact same but different also. She understands I'm the head of the household. She respects that I'm her man and she knows what I say is whats going to happen. She knows I love her and all ways is willing to listen to her. We trust each others opoin. My mom  love likes her which is really makes me happy. If she did not like her I would care but I would always stay with my pumpkin. I wish anybody this happiness i experience with my love Joelle. She is my everything. My wify. Sometimes I feel bad that  I can't do all the things I want to do for her. But I know soon I will be able to show her How a man should treat his queen. I only can do so much now and she understands that. Like I say we are just meant to be  together. Nobody else. I love you Joelle Carter. I miss you dearly and cant wait until your in my arms.

One more day done !!!!

Yesterday was an hard day for me. This deployment stuff get on my nerves. I try to change my mind and do some stuff that i have to do but i was still feeling so sad. I know that it is not good to be so sad because my king will feel bad. He told me yesterday that he was feeling how i was sad. He told me that he was feeling it in his heart. I am so sorry to make him feel that way. I just can take this deployment stuff anymore. I just want to be at the homecoming and hold him. It is hard when you can't share your feelings with somebody who is in the same situation. I would love to share this with an army wife, girlfriend, fiancee. Maybe i would feel better if i met a girl who is in the same situation as mine. He is the best. When he need me to be strong he just support me and help me to feel better. I feel sad because it is not about missing him, it is hard because i worry about him. I want to make sure that he have everything and he is ok. It is so hard for me. I pray god to feel better, to be a better support for him, to be the strong woman that he know. but i also want him to know that i give my all life to him. I need him to be here for me to. Ok where he at i should just support him. But i am new into this army life and don't really know what to think or expect.
I need him to understand that i also need some words. He doing good for the last few days because i told him that i need to read something from him to, something to make me smile, to make me keep my tears, to make me feel strong. He can't be just me. I do my best for him to be happy and proud of me. I know that we will make it, i know that the last few days i was feeling sad but i know that today i feel a way better. As my king call that " deployment blues " i had a bad and serious one. Now i just have to be strong and never feel that way anymore. Stop crying because my baby overthere in this crazy stuff not me. So yes i have to stop being so sellfish and make him be responsable of my sadness. He is not responsable. I accept this life. At the beginning the first thing that he talk to me was the army lifestyle and i say yes. So now i have to take my responsabilty and be strong. My dad would be mad at me if he was here to see me like that and say : Champion !!!! What the hell is wrong with you? Stand up for my son. He need you to be strong. I didnt rase you like that. You are strong champion you will make it." Yes daddy i agree. I am a strong woman, im a beautyfull woman, i have a beautyfull fiancee who is fighting for his country, i am proud of him. We will make it to the top, he will be home soon. Patience is a virtue.
I am back to the field. I am a champion. I will be strong for my king. I want him to be proud of me.
King : I love you with all my heart, you are my life, my air, my blood, my world. I refuse to live without you. Help me to be a better support for you, support me also cause it is not easy for me to. I will never ever leave you.
Love you
Pumpkin

My life without you !!!!

My life without you is just empty. I feel that my entire body just gone somewhere. I feel like im nobody without you. even if i take my responsability to be with you and " your job " live this deployment is really hard. I don't have any army wives to talk to. My friends are here for me but they don't really know how the us army works even me im not a good teacher into it. Im watching to some homecoming videos and i cry just because i can not wait until my day come and plus because i know my day will come soon. I wake up every morning alone. Taking my coffee in the kitchen and just think about you. I hate this deployment stuff, i hate to be without you. It's may be not our only deployment and i have to learn to deal with it. But i know i will never know how to really deal with it. This time of our story killing me. I try to be strong but yes when we off the cam i just cry because i miss you so much baby. You are my everything and sorry to be like that when you do need me to be strong. At least i have some power to take care of us, our home, our paper, but you are not with me. I promess you that i will be strong but i just need time to put all my tears out.
I will never ever leave you. You are my entire world, my life. I can not live without you. I don't care about what people say. I just care about you and me. My life without you just empty. My life without you don't mean nothing. Please baby come back to me, be strong for us, i really need you to help me to be strong even if i supposed to be strong for you and me. Be safe.
I love you
Pumpkin,

New life start !!!

So I just move to my friends house yesterday and it's just so cool to be around people who loves you , understand you and care about you. I have my godson Eagle who is just so cut, my bf Cledie and her hubby Than. We having so much fun together. Like cooking, doing makeup, doing some scrub and mask. We talk about make up and fashion all day LOL Poor Than hahahaha !!!! They love my Boe ( our new family words ) and always participate on the video, they support me so much during my baby first deployment, and they also love to look at him o the web cam. They are so proud of him. Of his career and his job and on the choice that he make to fight for his country.
They make me stronger, they make me happier. Now i can be me totally me and they appreciate me and my boe. They are the only one of our friends who support us in our relationship. They love us and can't wait to be at our wedding.
I miss my baby so bad but my friends make me be stronger and stronger. They make me be happy when i see my boe on the cam. they are real friend the kind of friend that you only got one time in your life and stay for ever.
So baby now as you can see im happy and the only thing that i need it's you. I al in a good place, safe, nobody to bother me. I can not wait for you to be home my boe and i love you more and more everyday.
I love you boe.

Wish list!!!

A little baby

A beautyfull jacuzzi area

A beautyfull and simple honeymoon

A nice walking closet

My wedding shoes

Do you know how much i love you?

Since we are together you make my days. My entire life just change. Now i have somebody to talk to, to be proud of, to be happy with, to love, to share my feelings. It's unbelievable how you change my entire life. You are so important in my life. You are the best man ever and i am so proud of you. For the career that you choose, for the man that you are, for all the great things that you do. Be without you it's like having no air to breath, no food to eat, no water to drink. I never love someone like that before, never. I never thought that i will love someone so hard in my life. You came into my life one day and never be out of it since. You always listen to me when i am sad. You always make me smile. You always have the good words when i feel mad. I always wanted to be the woman of one man who will love me more than anybody else in his life. With you my life is so easy, so cool. I know that you will always protect me and be here for me no matter what. But do you know that i will to? I decide to give you my life, my entire life. You know that it is hard for me to be so alone here, it is hard when you realize that your family not here for you. It is so sad when you see your own family be against your relationship. But you always found the good words to make me feel better. You always found the good way to make me laught. I never thought that i will be so in love with someone not even in this part of my life. My life is shinning now and i know our angel protecting us. He is with us. Closed to us. So many times i wish that i can take the phone call him and talk to him about you, us, our story. So many times i wish that he can come home and say hi on the cam. But now you are the only one person that i have. Thank you to be here for me, thank you to be my love, my bestfriend, my family, my futur husband, my king. Thank you to be in my life.
I love you always and for ever.
Pumpkin.

Be pretty for your man girls!!!!!!!

Girls, girls, girls!!!! Being an housewife doesn't mean that you have to stay in your pyjamas all day girls. Come on !!! Being an housewife doesn't mean that you don't have time to take a shower or sit in a couch all day long. Your man need you to be pretty for him, to be on top of your beauty because for a lot of men if you stay home you should have the time to be pretty and I agree. If you know how to take care of a house, well you know that on your schedule you don't have to clean the all house everyday. Everyday you have to do a same thing and it is the floor, your bed, your laundry and wash your dishes. For the rest you can do a little bit every day. Like that you can keep your house clean. So if you do it like this way you have time to have your underarmes shaved ( i hate when it's not so nasty ), you hair fixed, your face clean and little make up on ( Girls if you don't know you have a lot of makeup tutorial on you tube ), wear a sexy look like skirt, leggings, cute top, cute flip flop, and Please girls get your toes done. Of course sometimes in lady life we have the " body works disease " we don't feel pretty, we sad for nothing, we cry for nothing but your man supposed to found the good words to help you. I swear girls your man ( even if he love you no matter how you look) gonna appreciate all the work you do to stay pretty. Yes man!!!!!! It is a job to stay pretty, nails done, toes done, match outfit-shoes-handbags, hair done, shaved, body lotion, make up, all of that for a real woman he take times to be on top of our beauty. Sometimes in your life ( like myself actually : work and sleep ) you don't feel like stay in the bathroom for two hours and a half and plus be pretty when your man is deployed well pffff don't need it just because i am pretty ( of course for me) but for one person and it's my king.
Your man will feel good and appreciate it. He weel feel so important and will see that even if you stay home you want to be on top for him.

Real Love Know Doubt

How shoud I start this blogg, Well I am  a really luck guy I should say. I have a great woman, bestfriend, lover, bundled all in one. My future wife, Joelle. I never had a woman so driven and committed to making me happy. Joelle I want you to know you do such a great Job caring for me, being there for me. I see what you do every day. I feel the love you give me even though we are miles apart. I see the sacrafies you make with your time and hard work. I see you work double shifts so you can help save money for our furture. I see you bought a iphone so you can skpy more with me and let me see you. I see the messages you send me everyday. I see the blogg you made for us to share our story. I see the struggle you have with your family but you still stay strong for us.You do so much baby. We have some people that think we won't make it. We will prove them all wrong. Baby Yes I have deployment blues at time. It comes with this line off work. Don't ever think Im upset with you. If I snap on you at times its because Im stressed, not at you just all we have to do and the fact that I do miss my pumpkin. Joelle I will be home soon. I will hold you through the night. I will protect you. I will take care of you. You will FOREVER BE SAFE IN MY ARMES LOVE. My armes will be your place of peace, my armes will be your place of comfort. It will be your place of strengh. You will come home each night and rest in my armes. Your shield from anger, haters, drama. Your home baby. It will be soon. I will come home from work and smell the good food you are cooking. Come give you a kiss and ask how your day was. I will notice the clean house and you looking so pretty with your new makeup you bought. That day will be a reality soon. I love you Joelle.